Like everything has been so different since the beginning of school this week. On Tuesday going back didn't feel right, seeing everyone I know doesn't feel right. I started to work out to see if that'd help, but it doesn't change anything. When I see my boyfriend happy around others, I'm happy for him that he's able to be so happy around others. But then sometimes I feel like he isn't always so happy around me, I've been getting upset over little things recently and he's been getting mad and when he's mad I don't know what to do. We've had so many serious conversations about it and I just can't get it through my thick skull but I understand, my emotions don't. I just can't do this anymore honestly.