i genuinely start tweaking out I yelled at my ma bc of this she literally just wanted to show me a video

she did not deserve that oh my god

im dying every day and noise is my lifesupport i start to panic when it stops functioning

also for anyone wondering the reason this problem even happened is bc i downloaded spotify to make a playlist public and whatever freak ass code they have on that application conflicts with my audio driver code and thats SOOO wack man how are you going to be an audio playing service and nuke my ability to play audio you have some kind of disorder

HELP brah i just cant handle understimulation i think it freakss me out when the house is too quiet

i have and its def my bad, she went to bed a few mins ago

she didnt seem upset i dont think she was paying attention LMFAO im just appalled w myself ig

she was calling me over while i was trying to trouble shooot so i was already like ??? freaking out i guess?? and she was distracting me while i was in the middle of fixing the problem

that dont make it right tho, i was just already runnin high ((and i have been all week ig) and gettin called over from across the house was like a tippin point i think

THANK YOU FOR THE ADVICE I WILL DO THAT !!!!