I just feel like my older sister kinda gets other people's attention on something better than me. I can request something to watch. They don't watch it. Suddenly, my sister puts something on, and then everyone just gathers around and wants to watch it over and over because they love it so much. I feel like I'm being ignored. I feel like no one really cares about what I like. I don't feel like I fit in. I hate this. I hate myself.