me after my friend was already mad at me I think cuz I didn't agree with every little thing they do and I was being a little cunt abt it and then later I carved their fn user into my thigh bc I thought It would be funny but then nobody cared >.<

And now my fukcing thigh hurts for no reason idk what the hell I did thT for

I was already going to cms like a few days or something before idr remeber why I just wasn't feeling okay and i thought this would be a good excuse to do it and get attention for it without it being obvious idk I'm a little freaky freaky

And it doesn't fr matter if I apologize because I will do something this ****ing retarded again ^_^

I know i could probably like erm work on myself to be a better person and I think I have but it doesn't mater what friendgroup or what person it is I always like end up ****ing up by doing some dumb completely avoidable shit over and over again and like I always already feel like im the least liked or least important person to anyone so ig das why I do shit for attention idk

I'm a narc but it's ok bc im sexy and cute and funny