I want them to kiss me, hold me, tell me I’m safe- never let me go, keep me warm, never ever touch me the wrong way- wipe my tears, squeeze me, hold my face with their hands, rub my head, sit with me in silence, let me lay on their lap- I want them to lay on MY chest, tell me I’m strong, watch the sunset with me hold my hand, move my hair out of my face, rub my shoulders, hurt me make me cry and come back I want them so so badly