I wish I wasn’t a hoe I wish i wasn’t a lier I wish I didn’t bullshit I wish I didn’t do anything wrong I wish my parents weren’t as emotionally abusive I wish I could do better I wish I could love someone I wish I wasn’t young I wish I was free I wish I didn’t suck so much I wish I could be who I am but I can’t

I wish I wasn’t a jerk I wish I could be serious I wish I wasn’t such a baby I wish I could just be a girl and stay a girl BECAUSE THATS WHY IM GENDERFLUID I DONT WANNA BE A GIRL BUT I HAVE TOO

I WISH I WASNT SO PATHETIC I WISH I DIDNT PUSH THE ONES WHO ACTUALLY LOVED ME FARTHER AWAY I wish I was a better boyfriend I wish I was a better daughter. I wish I was a better niece I wish I was a better sister

I really wish these pills will kick In more I wish that I didn’t hurt any of you. I wish that who I harmed is okay I wish I wasn’t a bad person I wish I wasn’t a bad father I wish I wasn’t so mean and cruel I wish that by the end of tonight I’ll be dead.

I wish I wasn’t a hoe I wish I wasn’t so demanding I wish I could be funny I wish I could take a joke…

I wish I didn’t lash out and take these pills..

I wish I could just hug someone and cry too them but I can’t because I already made the man I love hate me…. He thought I lied I DIDNT I ****ING LOVED YOU ITS TRUE

I WISH YOU COULD SEE HOW MUCH I DO BUT ITS NOT MY CHOICE….. ITS NOT I WISH I WAS JUST A BOY AND NOT ****ING TRANSGENDER LIKE A FAG…

I WISH I WASNT SUCH A ASS HOE TOO YOU THAT WAS ALL MY FAULT AND IM SORRY

I love you still. I’m sorry…. I ****ed everything up I’m sorry Sydney it was a prank it went too far…

I’m sorry….I’m sorry I’m sorry IM SORRY BUT ITS NEVER ENOUGH

I just wanna cry…..

I’m ****ing taking more pills and having a panic or heart attack

Gn it’s the last night you will see me