Roses are red My heart beat quickens Holding the blade at the end All while the blood pool thickens If they die I don't know what I'm gonna do. Maybe I'll go with them... So they'll have a friend with them. My dogs are gone. My cat is dead. I can't eat properly. My mom has such high expectations for me that I'll never meet. A career in culinary? What was I thinking? I'll never be able to do that. My grandmother refuses to believe that I'm a guy. I'll always be a woman in her eyes. I want to go Just leave this world and everyone is happy. If I go I won't suffer anymore! I'll finally be reunited with Luke and Raskal. My uncle's and my great grandparents. Maybe I'll be able to smile again. Maybe I can finally be happy!! Or maybe it useless and I'm just weak...