Wip
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-Melancholy-Tea- 
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25.09.2022
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-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
25.09.2022 10:26
LinkNAT MAH OHSEE
ITS MAMAS
AND KARMA AS MUOST OF U KNOW
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
25.09.2022 10:26
LinkAlso it’s 5 am and I’m tired
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
25.09.2022 10:29
LinkI’m now obsessed with the idea of fantasy Isekai AGAIN…
So have fun. With my art.
Armored ocs are really cool wth.
Also holy shiitake mushrooms it’s five in the morning??
Oh lord oh no How and why have you stayed up this ungodly amount of time?
I- see. You must’ve been.
Are you hanging with anyone right now?
Nooo,,, everyone is always gone when I wake up- like always. So I wanted to stay up tonight to see if maybe I'm just missing them- but no ones online at this time either
At least no one who wants to talk to me
I’ve been noticing the friends we share in particular hasn’t been on too much lately. I won’t act like I’m not apart of that.
It sucks, honestly.
Since you’ve caught me do you wanna just be in each other’s company?
I would appreciate that, but if you're tired you shouldn't worry about me and go to bed okay?
Don’t worry about me. Being with you is much more rewarding than any rest I could get.
Okay but don't push yourself rose- I promise you I'll sleep this feeling off and boom- I'll be back to normal
You know how it is with me, so if I figure out you're pushing yourself I'll just go to bed on ya! >:(
It’s actually kinda sad, every time I feel this way I’m mentally begging for you to never leave. Because you always lift my mood
yeah..? I can easily say the same about you.
I don’t know why but I can never get use to you saying things like this. It makes me happy but sad to hear, although not for the reason you may think. I was sure I lost whatever charm I had by now, even if I did I still probably wouldn’t stop seeing you.
You? Never- I think I’m gonna need you till the end rose, you’re the only one who really takes the time to try and understand me. The only one who can figure out the mess that I am, I wonder how you can tolerate such a thing
It must be exhausting
I do admit it’s been a ride but it was a wonderful one nonetheless, it was a treat to watch you grow so it was all worth it and I’m proud of you for it so don’t sell yourself too short, you’ve been amazing.
Awww rose- are you looking to make me cry? Geez- it’s hard not to when I’m struggling with a basic human thing I mean- communication is supposed to come easy and I’m still left without any skills to do so- I’m glad I at least have ypu
Eeehh- don’t cry I’ll hug you if you do.
Everyone approaches a situation differently, communication is no easy feat. tbh but I’m sure you’ll tap into it with time. Hopefully it’ll be like that between us for a long time from now. And I hope you acquire many friends along the way as well.
Speaking of friends..what do you look for in a friend?
It’s been a long time though, and I’m so tired- I’m sure you know
I’m not exactly sure what I look for in a friend, just someone whos willing to listen to me when I ramble
I’m so tired of being told I talk too much or that I’m annoying
There’s a certain feeling you get when your friend just actually listens to you, especially when you don’t have the best history with the friends you have before. I know it all too well, although I’m a very picky person of who I tell believe it or not even though I can’t afford to be. Trust issues are a son of a gun.
Don’t tell anybody I said this though, that’s a secret between us. Genuinely.
Your secret is safe with me rosie!! If I was honest about how I really felt about people I wouldn’t wanna be friends with me either. The way I feel about humanity as a whole is pessimistic- trust shouldn’t be given to someone easily but when you’re desperate 👀👀👀
that’s a fact, what this world has come to kind of saddens me. I feel for the people who deal with it.
Desperate people should also have standards to stay safe. Jic carp hits the fan or smth.
Yea rose, actually I did succeed in making a friend
But he was really…
Really creepy….
So I don’t talk to him and I moved classes
