so ive been liking this guy ion talk to and have been telling my friends oh I want his insta to get to know him cus he scary to come up to irl and my social anxiety too bad im always quiet af n overall awkward and dorky yk. and my friends r very loud about talking ab me liking him in the same class as him. so yesterday they made me write a note to him saying ohh here my ig follow me I wanna get to know u and being loud while doing it yk. so bell rings n my friend chases him cus he leaves early and hands him this note says oh ts from my friend and he LOOKS at her and doesn't take it and walks away

and today he didn't show up to school n this other boy goes ohh she used to like me when she first came here n then him and they r obv talking about me cus nobody els likes them in that order n he called him gay ass insertslur. so I tell my friends this n they go oh wtf what if he IS GAY n that's y he looked at her funny

cus like im female presenting irl for context no way am I trying being transgender in ghetto ass hispanic school. anyways so idk he might be gay might not be but he dresses kinda gay n wears earrings n is like overall a CUTE boy so it's very possible but there is other guys who dress like that n he doesn't talk ab romantic interests ever and he has derogatorily said faggot before IDK IM SO CONFUSED I blame my teacher she encouraged me to talk to him. but I feel bad cus what r the chances I ask him out n then he skips school day right after help..

like actually give me advice cus idk I have NEVERRR DEALT W RELATIONSHIPS