i am going to cry till i cry blood

I just cant handle it, i try and try to keep it in and not let it loose, i cant handle it..the stress and pain..i just want to let it all out..

Nobody but 2 people seems to care..

I want it to all stop. please im begging you to make it stop!

it hurts please...

please..

if they are gone i have nothing to live for..

please make it stop...