I feel like in gonna fall asleep

I'm doing a big big purge I'm rlly locking in now first I threw up as much as a I could tuen I took 2 laxatives now I'm on the treadmill I'm gonna do this for like an hour then i transfer to the bike and then I'm gonna do a liquid fast till Monday and I'm rlyl srs this time bc I threw away all the food I bought and I don't like anything else we have si i have no reason to eat