Yeah, thanks for the help yesterday

That's a nice thing to know. Something happened in the summer, and everything started getting to my head all of a sudden. So now it's like, depression is an on and off thing every 2 seconds now. It's there for a week, it's gone for a week, ya know?

Sure! Sorry, went afk

I'm sorry to hear that. I'm bi too, I can't tell that to Mom though, her biggest fear is if any of her kids came home and said "I'm gay". she works at a liquor store, we all know she drinks a ton, but she smokes, like, over a pack of cigarettes a day. I know she hates me, and my 4 year old brother. She never wanted him. He was thrown into daycare almost since being a newborn. I'm sick of all the crap she does, and I call her out on it when we get into an argument. Once I blamed her on not raising David (4 year old) right, because he isn't potty trained, he screams every night, etc. She goes "Oh, and people that go to church are always the first to cast stones!" I'm Christian, she's atheist. I go "I miss most church days! I go, like, maybe twice a month!" and after a while, she yelled "I hate you!" and I was like "Great!" and then she goes "I wish I never had you!". I said "I wish you never had me either!" I don't think she got the message of depression, but she doesn't like me. I hear what she says about me.

I got 2 siblings, David the 4 year old, and my twin. He swears at me every day, and hits me every day. Then he complains to Mom, "Why does Maverick hate me?" (My name's Maverick btw) and I'm just thinking to myself, "You hurt me physically and mentally every day!" but of course I can't say that.

Damn, really? My mom, I swear she's also a whore. But I can't say that. She'll scream at me for it, but she said she never loved any of her boyfriends. Me and my twin are born from some guy named Brandon Randall. Look up Brandon Randall Norwood Massachusetts. That's the town he lives. He's a major drugadict, and alcoholic who put 3 cops in the hospital, because he exposed them to phentanyl while they were searching "his and his gf's" car. They stole that car. They put those cops in hospital for overdose. Then David's dad, I think his name was Pete, he said multiple times that if we acted up, he'd hurt us. Mom says all these things on how I'm such a bad kid, I'm 13, but she doesn't know what I've dealt with. Why was I always on the Chromebook during the summer? She doesn't know. I said "Texting". No. It was a whole different story than just "texting". If you wanna hear it, I can share it.

(Can you send a link to her account? I'ma follow her)

You're sure? It's just a story about the summer and why is screwed me up. So, I'ma ask you a question. Be completely honest. If you were the happiest person you knew, would you rather... Try to get a whole bunch of depressed gone too far people happy, or at least better? Or Would you try to stay happy yourself, and keep your mental health alive?

yo

I chose the oppisite. So, the site I went on? Amino. A Creepypasta Amino. The day I got on, I was so happy! I found people so much like me! They all seemed so happy to. I met some 1 girl i barely remember, a girl named Chloe... Dixie, and Phoenix. All girls. Phoenix wants to be a boy though. As the days progressed, I was learning they were depressed. After a while, the only 2 that didn't seem depressed were Alivia and Devin... They all tried to commit during the summer. I gave up on Chloe though, she said "I'ma try to commit again, bye guys, see you in Hell" and then come back with "My sister took the rope, nuuu"... I should've believed her. I miss her... The others, Dixie cut herself most days. I always had to tell them "I'm here for you, people care for you! I want you happy!". I was the only happy one there. Devin knew to keep his mouth shut. Dixie said she had... plans... Phoenix I saved multiple times, only took an hour each time, along with me mentally breaking down and crying. More below

Nik, he tried before. I had to tell him he was a great kid. His parents were gangsters in some state, they were the leaders actually. The Mom was a Pothead. I had to convince him multiple times. He was one of the last ones. Alivia... you know how I said Devin and Alivia seemed to be the only one's not depressed? Alivia hid it so well. I didn't know, until one night, she tried multiple times. The noose broke, she was knocked out for, like, 15 minutes. She swallowed pills, and I told her to throw them up. She did eventually, because she was starting to get the point, but then she took a razerblade. Do you know how scary it is, seeing the picture with tons of blood? The voice messages of a girl, saying "I... can't see..." with gasps in the "..."'s? It screwed me up.

It just... it messed my head up. Other's pain kills me on the inside. I'm not okay, because I made the move to stay. They'd all be dead if I left, but if I stayed... I'd turn insanely depressed, and insane in general. I got

Oh... sorry to hear that

i have the video link with me rn.

I use a school chromebook, it might be blocked.

k let me get it.

oh well then if it is, just come back to the link later

Alright.

ok so at the bottom of this page are links. copy and past one of the video links and a video will sho https://wiki.screamerfanbase.com/1_Lunatic_1_Ice_Pick

"This page isn’t working wiki.screamerfanbase.com redirected you too many times."

Oh well. I'm in a better mood though, thanks

Brb, I need to food myself

okj i tried to fix it, it is not working

ok bye

I am back

hi

bert is afk

oh wait nm

Okie, heya there! I don't think i introduced myself, properly. I'm Buttery72, or Mav. Nice to meet you!

Nice to meat u 2 I'm yoska

That's a pretty name

No u

wut no-

Wut yes-

Das illegal-

Then imma criminal

Oh damn

Uwo

OwO

That's pretty hot

>.< No u

😩👌

Bob, idk. Sorry, trying to get to know each other, lol. Sorry

*yawns* EEEEE

Ye lul I gtg brb

It fine, cya!