Been cramping and in pain all day today and when i came home princess had slipped out of her kennel and destroyed the house and had pooped in the house and my step dad got so mad he literally picked her up and threw her around and LITERALLY kicked her outside I got so scared for her and immediately got a bad attitude and now my dad's mad at me and after I cleaned it all on my own my mom came home and took his side and told me "yk you can leave any time you want if you don't want to be hear" and I told her cps would love to hear that and that got us in a screaming match

I'll kill myself if my dogs get hurt

If they take them away I'll kill myself

I don't know why I let myself think my mother was anything but a narcissist and my step dad was anything but a raging psycho with anger issues