I try my best to make other people happy. I end up putting other before me. I feel useless. Go ahead, say im copying my friend. But I have been depressed for several months. I try to hide my true feelings through a screen. A computer screen. I act as this funny, happy, and confident person. I'm not.. I'm actually just a scared kid who has no confidence and always has friends sticking up for me who wants someone to talk too. I lie about everything. Is that what I am? A lier? I don't know how much longer I can take it. I'm not a friend. I hurt people. I have no reasons to continue. But I still do. Because you know what? I'm your everyday stupid kid who reads LAMS fan fiction who pretends they are happy. I pretend that my friends actually like me around. I don't like to face the harsh reality that people will be rude, back stab you, and lie. Don't I deserve to be happy?.. :(