I can't drink peach tea. I mean, I can, but I can't if you know what I mean. Whenever I take a sip from my drink I keep my eyes open. And every time I have peach tea I see little specks of powder at the bottom (obviously because it's made from a powder drink mix) but all I can think of is mold because my dad used to tell me how easily peach tea molds. I know that I could just close my eyes and not have to deal with it but 1. the flavor has started to make me feel sick just thinking about it 2. what if a bug got into my drink? #2 might seem odd without any context so here you go: If a bug got into my drink and I closed my eyes to take a sip then I wouldn't see the bug. I would be drinking bug juice. And if I drank bug juice there is a chance I could get sick and if I got sick there's a chance that I could die. If my eyes are closed I can't check for bugs and if I can't check for bugs then I could drink bug juice on accident so it's better to drink tea that looks like it has mold than to drin

drink bug juice* (didn't have enough room to finish)

Reading this back makes me wonder wtf is wrong with me because it is definitely not normal to talk about a fear of bug juice and moldy tea. Ig it just comes from my intense fear of my food or drink being contaminated. I still blame my dad though--