Regardless of what I did I shouldn't be showered in constant hate. I already have enough weight on my shoulders, I don't need more added on. I've already apologized and explained everything but you werent here to read that post. I know I'm not wanted here, I'm aware, I'm trying to block it out. I'm already goign through stuff you don't know about and I'm sure you are too. So I knwo you know what it feels like. However I'm not going to lay down all my problems when you have your own. However, I think that you need to know im sorry.