i ****ed uo the lyrics wtv

listenin to this song on repeay again i love it i love it i love if

im crineeee i jus looked up one of my bedbugs ate my p by cupcakke why they tried to suggest me the clean version😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

the damn clean version is just the intrumental😭😭😭😭😭

why are there even clean versions of songs where the whole song is just sexual like at this point dont even listen to the song

actually nah i change my mind i remember when i was like 10 i liked bickenhead by cardi but i couldn’t listen to the original version of the song i hadda listen to only rhe clean version bc yea

😓

it may jus be bc im still used to listenin to the clean version but the og version sounds weird i think it sounds better wit words missin

i needa shut up nd stop #shitpostin lockin in soon

i will be drawing

this means im not gonna draw shit btw every timw i say ima do sum shit i always do the opposite but i do got several drawing ideas

like i got so many ideas for art but im too lazy to actually go thru wit them

if i draw anything it might just might go on dewdul dependin on the shadin i wanna do considerin how i shade here nd on dewdul is completely different

like deadass

every time i draw sumn other there that needs to be colored nd shaded in it looks x10 better but when i draw sumn over here that needs lineart for it it looks x10 its weird

i ltierally gotta think of what i want the finished product to look like before i even draw it to decide where im gonna draw it at

lwokey now that i think abt it i might jus needa develip a new artatyle guys guys let me cook

i got this one artstyle of mine i havent drawn in inna while thats inspired off of that panty stocking show what if i think that style nd jus go around lookin at cartoons nd shit nd combinin the artstyle in the cartoons wit mine to make a new one guys guys let me cook

im gonna combine the artstyle wit kuroko no basket manga style nd two other thigns too guys guys let me cook

later on tho lowkdy tho im scared what if i forget my own artstyle i dont wanna forget my own style j like my style immtoo lazy for it😓 thats all

actully

no cuz why is kuroko no basket artstyle in the manga cute like why does it look so cute for a manga abt highschoolers playin basketball

nothing wrong wit it tho

i should stfu nd gts idk what im tb

i need soemthing to be addicted to thaf i can do while still payin attention to my sibligns oh my god oh my god

flipanim asdiction go crazy i should nfo be here anymore what am i doing😭😭✌️

i miss the days where i could play fe2 while still bein able to babysit now i cant cuz i need my music all the way up i NEED IT INDEDIT

I NEED IT I NEED IT I NEED IT I NEED IT NOW WIWIW NWOWNSOENWISNJOnow nNWO WHAOW SIS NWOW JOW NOW NOW

I NEE DIT OH YK ****IGN GOD

im calm

the day my siblings break end nd theyre back in school nd my mom nd sis go to work leavin me home alone is the day i will be happy

i needa sleep all day while everyones away i cant do rhis stay wake for the whole day shit anymore i need a nap i need a nap

my muscle feels tight ooohhhh oohhhhhhhh

im scared im gonna pull my muscle again tbh its the same muscle i pulled last week nd its just feelin tight when when im not standin or usin said muscle im scared lowkey

waif why dont o start writin wtf

i hate the act of drawin but i love makin ocs nd givin them stories nd shit dont nb care abt why dont i start writin wtf

okay i ruined it for myself i was thinkin that was a good idea til i remembered when i used to back in like 2020 i would draw a background nd in the comments i would write out the story for my ocs😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

all i remember is that it was cringey asl too even without me lookin at it😭😭😭😭

i hate nd love the fact i delete my posts often cuz it keeps the cringey shit i did buried away but it also keeps my progress buried away too so i barelu get to see how my art looked

i remember thinkin addin a lil transition in my writing was such a genius idea then like months later i reread tht shit not only cringed but was so confused by the damn transition😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

like omg

then again tho i was 13 at the time so its okay if i was cringey i was only a kid🥺

like i was just a child wit an tablet nd a dream fr

a tablet* actually i prolly had a phone by then

i been drawin onna phone for years years years i lowkey cant draw on anythign thats not a phone like dont get me wrong i got a laptop sittin on my bed rn that i can learn how to draw on but i prefer drawin on my phone idkkkk

lowkey wish i had more screenshots of my 2020 art cuz i rlly dk how it looked back then

every screen shot of it i got is when i was tryna develop a new style that i ended up just leavin behind so not even my own artstyle frfr

its 12am………… how many comments are on this damn anim

its 50 thats a lot but oh well i got more to say im not even tired fr

nah cuz where did i get this ****in mouth i drew in the drwing from

it turned 2021 nd all a sudden my sona came wit that ****ing mouth that looks like hes just stickin his tongue out😭😭😭

im still tryna relearn how to draw open mouths nd shit nd this one the only one i can rlly draw without goin thru trials nd tribulations

tbh i already be goin thru it drawin shit anyway thats why my lineart looks like that

shit was formed off my struggles😭😭😭

lowkey why is talkin to myself so fun like omg omg omg!!!!! why is postin jus talkin abt nothing nd havin like 60 comments of me tb nun so fun omg omg!!!!!!! like why is it so fun omg!!!!!!!!! so fun!!!!!!!!!!

its a habit i need to stop

ik aint nb readin ts anyway tho like why would sb in they right mind wanna read like 60 comments of me not tb a ****ass thing

lowkey i cant even remember the names of my ocs in the story i was writin on here tbh

dont even remember the name of the story either

i thought harder i remember 3 of the names but theyre all girls😭😭💔💔 i dont even remember the dudes name maybe cuz they wasnt so important

actually yea they was but not rlly like the main character for example literally looked like senpai from yandere simulator literally boring no personality all black clothing just there

nd the girl likes him for sum reason😭😭😭 dont even kno why

i-i-i l-like him be-because…… h-he br-breathes…!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭

h-hes s-s-so c-cute….. j-just st-standing there…. d-doing n-nothing….!!!!!!!!!!” 😭😭

i literally do not remember what the main character in the story name or personality was but he was boring asl

every time i say “youre so boring” i gotfa stop myself from accidentally addin ashita said at the end of the sentence he was that bad

muscle memory go crazy😭

why did 13yr old me make a harem like he was the only guy in the friend group nd everyone liked him mind you he was boring as hell literally everyone in that group called him boring

one of my ocs in that friendgroup was shy nd soft spoken nd very nice nd scared to harm ppl nd still called his ass boring😭😭😭😭😭wtf

jus thought abt it dont mfs be makin anime male main characters boring on purpose so other men can relate to him or sumn? me personally i would be offened cuz btch you think im jus breathin nd boring??

cancelled.

i feel like a lot of mens self esteem is low asl like omg stand tf up what are you doing

not my problem tho love xoxo

actually nvm it is my problem i thought deeper but ian gon say it ik aint nb readin ts anyway but ima stop myself before ppl think im a misandrist

i need to sleep

playin patty cake wit my sleepin schedule

idgaf how grown i get you not puttin peppermint balls in my asshole

TAKE ME TO THE KIIIIINNNGGGGGGGGGFF TAKE ME TO THA KIIIINNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG TAKE ME TO THE KIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

i remember readin them no david books a lot as a kid ngl david as a bad ass kid i would put his ass up for adoption if i was his mama

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