What I learned PLEASE READ
by:
fighterdawglol 
17
17
15.08.2021
6 comments
fighterdawglol[OP]
15.08.2021 06:49
LinkI watched my old videos. I was so fuvcking happy. WIth my bro, I sounded different af. Like, I miss it so much. I long for the days where we are back at the old house. Me and my bro make these videos but we make the recording looked all ****ed up. We did that for years. In our videos, I heard backround sounds from the house. I cried. I understand that people let go of things faster, but, they tell me not to worry. I never listen. My ex said she doesn't want to talk about it, so I can't vent to her. I don't exactly know what to do. I hear my old house. I dream about it. They fvcked my home up. THey completely renovated it and sold it. She kicked us out so her sis could live there. 3 years later they sell it
fighterdawglol[OP]
15.08.2021 06:53
LinkLet us havvit man. I want my home. I have no one to reach out to. I had so many friends to see lately, they're gone. I fear my Ex-Gf hates me. Im insecure. I want it back to normal where it was cloudy and we sat in my mom's room playing on our phones. WHere I could see the highway from my window and see the lightning and watch spongebob on my TV. I lost it all. I reached my peak of 350 followers. I lost my acc I'm underground and single again. I was the shit. I'M NOTHING NOW It ****ing hurts so bad.
fighterdawglol[OP]
15.08.2021 06:54
LinkI have seemingly no one to vent to. I had someone who protected me. My 'love' .... Muffin. She made sure I wasn't hated, I dob't think she cares anymore. She won't even reply. I"m in pain
fighterdawglol[OP]
15.08.2021 06:56
LinkThen there's Dj and Cheese, Fuvcking ocs lasted forever. ME and my bro dob't even have the same relationship anymore
That’s sad.. I miss my old house too,, it was like a mansion,, and the backyard fence was broken so the neighbors kids snuck in my backyard to play with me, they were nice
Every time I remember my old house I remember how happy I was there.
My gf doesn’t even talk to me anymore and my ‘friends’ are excluding me and it hurts so much..
I cried myself to sleep last night thinking about it. Probably because I have bad separation anxiety.
I hope you feel better
You can always vent to me if you need too,, I’ll make a private anim for us to talk on if you want too