Blow my Brains Out /vent
4 comments
Karizma[OP]
21.12.2023 23:19
LinkThis song makes me uncomfortable because of how close it is to how i feel. I want to be someone else so bad, I want to look different, I dont want to be human anymore. My character being a rabbit/deer shows a lot of this, mostly the feeling of being prey to everyone around you. feeling that youre always so close to death that you can taste it
Karizma[OP]
21.12.2023 23:20
Linkin some parts, I want to be torn apart, i dont want to be alive. I want to die a grusome death, a deatht that I deserve. I am a horrible, messed up person and I should be shunned in front of everyone. I should be burned alive to finally bring satisfaction to all the ones i've hurt.
Karizma[OP]
21.12.2023 23:23
LinkI dont deserve to breath, I dont deserve to stand on my two feet. The scars that are shown on the anim are how many scars I currently have, and I'm not afraid to add more. I dont want to be close to death, I want to be dead. I want to be gone. I want to suffer, I want to choke and bleed. I want that horrible feeling of decomposing slowly because I deserve it. I deserve to be torn apart excrusiatingly to the point where no one can recognize me. I deserve to die.
Karizma[OP]
21.12.2023 23:24
LinkI dont deserve the privilage of life. I dont deserve anyone. I dont deserve any of you. I'm not afraid to die anymore.