a character I relate to
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Pinkieblinkieblue 
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26.04.2020
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Pinkieblinkieblue[OP]
26.04.2020 05:32
LinkI can relate to her in many ways, mostly mentally and emotionally. I kinda have bad anxiety at times, and I can tend to have huge outbursts (in reference to "mirror" madeline) and end up hurting the ones I love and care about, or almost myself. Sometimes, when I try to do something big, i either end up giving up, or focusing on it for a long time, which is rare. I feel emotionally weak, mostly prone to having emotional breakdowns, but I always remember that there's still hope. The light that shines is still out there, i just need to reach for it. I need to believe in myself more. I know I can reach my goals, but I just don't have the confidence to.
Pinkieblinkieblue[OP]
26.04.2020 05:40
LinkIt's kinda sad how I can't hug madeline. Why is it sad? Well, first off, she's a precious bean, second off, i feel like she's the only one I can truly relate to. I cry knowing nobody will truly understand how I feel. But madeline would've understood, if she was real. She knows how I feel, from feeling the same thing. It would be nice to be cheered up by getting a hug from someone who knows and actually understands what you went through and how you feel. Someone who experienced the same feelings as you. It would actually make me feel better. Sure, i get hugs from my family, but it doesn't feel the same because they don't truly know how I feel, despite knowing how I feel in the form of words, because words can't describe how someone actually feels.