I hate everybody
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-gray-
26.02.2021 04:21
Linkwhy i thought everybody hates me i love everyone..
People saw im being rude or i have attitude when im asking a simple question and i dont even know what they are talking about. Then when i ask how im being rude they yell at me. Call me stupid and yell at me saying im talking back. Then they get more mad when i cry. I was so proud of myself for not cutting for 3 months and i broke it. Im so stupid and useless. When i attempted su!cide they called me selfish and dumb. I want to get out of here. I want it to end
I need to get out of here. Im always forgotten and when im not forgotten im blamed and yelled at for what my siblings did. They hate me. They always tell my how i wasnt planned or expected. No wonder im such a **** up. I hate myself. No ones her to hug me or love me. I cant do this anymore. I wanna hide.
I work as hard as i can but thats not enough so they call me lazy. My mother was they closest to me and now she hates me. My grandma hates me. My sister just thinks im annoying and my brother talks shit about me to his friends. I only have B. I love B but i know she doesnt feel the same. Why am i always so dumb. Im so tired. What if i just didnt wake up tomorrow
I can kms and no one will even notice. My family will be sad but then quickly forget me. Can i just be noticed or loved. My whole life ive been neglected. The less important of me and my siblings. Please i dont want to be here. Can someone take me away. Some random magic person just come in my life and take me away from here. Id even enjoy being put in a phsyc ward more than my own home. I hate socializing. I hate being around people. I dont want to talk. I dont wanna move. I dont wanna do anything. I made it far enough havent i. Can someone just comfort me for once
I can get money, you know me and my ties. and yes, but we could come back when we're 18, if they do anything, they get arrested, we'll be gone from this hell. gone from morgan, from the girls at school, from "friends", from our families, it's a choice, we've waited for it to get fixed, but maybe we should take it into our own hands