im sorry if i sound crappy, or if i'm not helping. but i care about you. not because of your art but because of who you are. Don't let such bad thoughts get to you. if people care about you because of your art, then you know they aren't true to you. but no matter what, you'll ALWAYS have someone who cares about you because you are you, like me. i care about you for many reasons such as: you're a great friend, and idol, i love your personality, and you are just a great person! i'm sorry if i can't help you or if i'm not helping in any way, but know that there are people who care about you because you are you! :)