just explaining last post
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spaceguts[OP]
15.01.2019 02:15
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what i meant was
"i like the idea of people suffering, especially when it's my fault" and "i like the idea of me suffering"
i dont know why. obviously, i don't like seeing people actually suffer irl unless it's someone i don't like, or seeing myself suffer, just the idea of it. and sometimes i do things (though sort of minor) that make others suffer. (like not opening the door for people when we're walking back to lunch so they get locked outside)
it scares me a lot. i don't want to be a bad person, or at least be seen as some sort of sadist by others. i just want these thoughts and feelings to go away so i can stop being so scared of myself and what i might do, since i know how impulsive i am.
also, summertheskeleton, actually **** off. like, next level, go dig yourself a ditch and crawl inside it and never come out. in your seven words, you assumed that everyone, no matter how innocent, kind and caring they are, deal with shit like this. that would include my friends and girlfriend, and god for
spaceguts[OP]
15.01.2019 02:15
Link-bid if you made that comment assuming that my girlfriend was like that then you are dead to me. my girlfriend is the kindest, sweetest person i have ever met and she doesn't deserve to be on the same website as someone as low as you.
spaceguts[OP]
15.01.2019 02:16
Linkokay looking back on that last paragraph i might have gone too far
uhm but still not okay, **** you
Summertheskeleton
16.01.2019 20:33
LinkOk I'm going to
Yeah that summer girl was s o m e t h i n g..
Yeah i get it.. I honestly dont know what to write but trust me i honestly know what you mean
You're not a bad person, and it might be difficult for you to pull away from those thoughts, but you really aren't. You're a good, honest, and sweet person, and honestly thats just the ****ing tea. Those thoughts might blind you from time to time, but i want you to know that you're a wonderful person.