I grab onto the air around me theres nobody here to help nobody I can trust nobody I can lean on as all turns to little and little to none and none to negative then it becomes clear nobodys waiting for you and you've lost more and more time waiting for somebody to wait for you so you try something new a bubbling glimmer of happiness would form if not for that small voice in your head telling you you'll never be good enough for anybody and it gets to you and to so much you cannot handle anything whenever you do anything it comes off as ignorant and rude so you sniffle your tears down and act all happy as if nothing was ever wrong