ok *c l o s e t e d t r a n s p r o b l e m s i n t e n s i f y*

NO ONE knows im trans besides people on flipanim so at school im a girl and at home im a girl and i HATE it i also feel like i dont pass as male AT ALL no matter what i do

it does

and my mom always asks me "so, why are you trying to do the whole "boy" thing?" and it makes me feel like she wants me to be more like a girl and it just makes me way more afraid to come out

because when she says it, her voice sounds like she disapproves at least a little bit

well ive never really done anything at school that would make people think im trans but i just got my hair cut short so idk how people are gonna react but i dont feel like i pass as male even with short hair but idk if thats just bc i know im a "girl"

this is what i look like > https://ibb.co/30fSQN6 i still feel like i look like a girl but maybe thats because ive been forced to think im a girl for the past 11 years of my life

i do wear boy clothes every day i literally do not own any clothes from the girls section unless its a band t shirt (use he/him pronouns)

my parents have been saying no to me cutting my hair short since i was like 5. one of the reasons im afraid to come out to my parents is because one time i asked to cut my hair short a few years ago, my dad said no and when i asked why, he said "I dont want my little girl turning into a little boy" whoo is he gonna be in for a surprise

i dont think he even remembers saying that but i remember it and i feel like he wont accept me if i come out because he wanted a girl

and my girlfriend does know that i feel like a boy, but i didnt tell her i wanna identify as one and that im actually trans i love her so much but i dont know if she'll wanna be with a trans boy and i dont wanna lose her shes on flipanim though so uh

another thing is my best friend besides my gf is on here too and i dont even know if he knew anything about it so this anim might be the way he finds out but the thing is when i came out as pan to our friend group, he called it "weird" so idk what he'll think of me being trans ps if youre reading this hi chris im trans

and if you tell my parents i know where you live

sure

ill make it