Love me too! Kiss me too! Hold me, hug me, take me away from here Play with my hair Rub my back Kiss my scars Hold me Hold me Hold me please

I don’t want it to be fake I don’t want you to ask for those things I don’t to send those pictures I don’t want to talk like that Please praise me for a job well done Please congratulate me for another day I’m alive Please please please

Please for the love of god, change everything for me so I don’t have to die like this Please make me change my mind, show me the beautiful world you see I can’t live like this anymore Thinking someone like you is real Someone who’s patient and kind with me, loving and gentle Someone like you Would never love someone like me

It makes me sick to think it’s only 60 days away

It can’t be real

If my body is all that gets them to say they love me Why should I stay in a world like that

Im sick of hearing “I love you for your personality” when immediately after I’m calm they ask for pictures Love me unconditionally Love me so sweetly my body rots and becomes a pile of sugar Love me so deeply that I can feel it in my stomach Love me