So yeah if you didn't know I'm an indie musical artist! Sadly I don't really know any instruments, but I use song/lyric writing as my main form of self-expression. I express much better in writing than in art. I'll be sharing some of my finished singles and some part of my album (Static)

HUE (first song i wrote after 2 years, first in Static album) Who Do you think you are Comin’ in With your perfect skin Takin’ a Shot Bang At my heart With your pretty face You fill the space Of my love Like it’s your part Your part Your part Life’s so desaturated and blue I’m so infatuated with you You’re so imaginative and new Baby I’m drowning in your hue Life’s so desaturated and blue I’m so infatuated with you You’re so imaginative and new Baby I’m drowning in your hue Ooh You think you’re the star Cause you got a name And a little fame You push me to see what’s too far Better make your way Cause this sexy bae Is just about to Make your day Your day Your day Life’s so desaturated and blue I’m so infatuated with you You’re so imaginative and new Baby I’m drowning in your hue Life’s so desaturated and blue I’m so infatuated with you You’re so imaginative and new Baby I’m drowning in your hue Your hue Your hue (Character limit)

Do you think it’s a game When you play and play Oh, when you take my name And I can’t help but paint The feelings in my mind As I draw the lines I come down and unwind You dare be so unkind Life’s so desaturated and blue I’m so infatuated with you You’re so imaginative and new Baby I’m drowning in your hue Life’s so desaturated and blue I’m so infatuated with you You’re so imaginative and new Baby I’m drowning in your hue -

IT ALL GOES TO HELL (kind of a vent song?? wrote around the time of Hue) It breaks my bones It burns my throat It bites my tongue It bursts my lungs It grabs my eye It acts so sly It tells a lie It watched me die Ohh When will it ever stop I’m not feeling too well Oh When will it ever stop It all goes to hell It tells me where It tells me when It tells me now It tells me then It grabs my hand It pulls me in It tugs too hard It breaks my shins Ohh When will it ever stop I’m not feeling too well Oh When will it ever stop It all goes to hell It sees my face It seethes in pain It sips my mood It swings, confused It strikes my heart It takes a part It eats it whole It feels my soul Ohh When will it ever stop I’m not feeling too well Oh When will it ever stop It all goes It all goes to hell

STEPSTOOL (probably one of my favorite songs) You took my direction And you pulled it in Closed it in For your protection You felt my affection And you beat on it Feed on it Demand perfection And I’d just like to say That I am not the way If you need a boost, then cool But I am not your stepstool And Who said you could go around and apply To every single person that caught your eye I happen to know what loneliness looks like And you ride your problems just like a bike Looking for things to keep struggling on But never seem to notice when I am gone You still refuse to admit that you’re wrong But my patience will not Last for too long And I’d just like to say That I am not the way If you need a boost, then cool But I am not your stepstool

ACRO (Song written for a friend, TW for suicidal thoughts) Hold me up to the sky My wings need some cutting down Feeling a taste of the freedom My fingers so close I could drown Icarus flies to the sun Just to escape the pain The wax runs hot down his back And falls to the sea like rain The release is so close I could cry It is a sad notion anyway But if you had seen the height I swear you would feel the same way WHY DO I INSIST ON DEATH BEING NICE? IT’S JUST HIM WINNING MY SOUL I NEED A CALL TO THE LIGHT GOD, THE FEAR IS EATING ME WHOLE Everything’s moving too slow I hunger for the velocity It’s the only place to go When I’m hurtling to the ground When my mind is way too high A fall from grace is in place As I say my final goodbye It would be nice of you to see Do not catch me in my moment I’ve been waiting all my life This is my bestowment You will never know the feeling WATCH THE TOP OF THIS BUILDING SMELL THE STORM COMING DOWN EVERYTHING SEEMS SO MUCH CLOSER

I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE (hardass slam poetry on america) I pledge allegiance to a name Of a country which I carry shame To be a part of a little star The one right next to stripes and bars Of my great history that I’m proud To so graciously have endowed A preset of a point of view So I don’t have to hear what’s new Religion is an open thing But God is great so pray and sing In union as we scream and fight But still we get along all right ‘Cause our freedom’s safe here With only millions (Pause) Imprisoned each year

NO MORE (****KKKK i love this song omg <333) (It’s cool. Uh!) Run, run, you cannot fight No fun, you’re too polite Take your broken words Go and let ‘em burn I can’t take it any mo-o-o-ore [Airy, high] Feel the pressure growing, blown in No more pleasures, no pain showing You cannot embrace When it is my case I can’t take you any mo-o-o-ore [Yelling] Day by day, name by name Can’t you settle on just one? Hand in hand, head in sand Change your mind when it’s not fun Word by word, take your turn Let illusions strain my fight Mind in mind, see inside Takes a lot for me to di-i-i-ie [Airy, high] Feel the pressure growing, blown in No more pleasures, no pain showing You cannot give grace When it is my case I can’t take this anymo-o-o-ore

TO BE OR NOT TO BE (Literally one of my first songs, finished 2 years later) How could you be So cruel to me To be or not to be Look to the side See into me To be or not to be It’s all falling apart (apart) It’s all falling apart (all falling apart) It’s all falling apart (apart) It’s all falling apart (all falling apart) Reach out your hand Grab hold of me To be or not to be Hold in the thoughts You see through me To be or not to be It’s all falling apart (apart) It’s all falling apart (all falling apart) It’s all falling apart (apart) It’s all falling apart (all falling apart) And please Say what you will Say what you want to know God knows your looks can kill And please Don’t ask me Cause darlin, I don’t know Any more than thee Fill up the gap It’s fine by me To be or not to be Banned from my mind You’re bad for me To be, or, not to be It’s all falling apart It’s all falling apart It’s all falling apart It’s all falling apart

I'M GONE (Most recent I think?) Hello, are you looking for me? Seems like you think The only way in is a key But it’s not true! I need someone like you When these feelings bubble, boil I gotta see it through I’ve been hurting for so long My head and heart are gone I needed an escape But I only saw one way They never gave a break So I only gave, and gave But I’m done being a pawn Goodbye, now I’m gone Where was the kindness? Where was the heart? When did it happen? Where did it start? Too late to make amends After it all ends Slit the throat of time With this bleeding hand of mine (Heavy, ear-splitting static and guitar) I’m gone.

HEARTGLOW (Small single written when I moved from my childhood home) Do you know The way things glow Like candlelight On winter snow I breathe in fast And take it slow I count my things Don’t let them go I see my love Growing bright Shines its way Through the darkest night I wake up now From my dream And I see It’s gone

JUNE (First song I ever wrote, written when I had terrible depression) Her name was June Her voice was like a bell And we all knew that She wasn’t doing well Before we knew it She left us in the dust And our joints Began to rust Her hair was golden Her eyes were like the sky And we’d all known that Someday she might fly But we had hoped that She wouldn’t go so soon Now that girl is Up with the moon Oh, June

That's all of the full songs for now but I might post work in progresses!

PLS be interested in these I would literally shit myself if you ask me to explain a song 🙏🙏

thank you!!! :DD