Just saying its getting harder for me because going on here was the only thing making me happy, but next thing I knew, Amethyst had cheated on me, and to my surprise, she never loved me in the first place, and she was only with me because I'm nice, I just wasted so much time on her, I remembered that everyday I waited on FA to see what new post she made, but I had to take a break from FA because of my suicidal thoughts, but when I finally have a chance to go on, she loves someone else.