for ****s sake my grandmas gonna see and then ask me about it

she'ss probably tell my dad and then he'll lecture me about it

eceyone was so proud i mean i was proud of myself me

but now everyones gonna be disappointed

but then again no one gives two shits. they ask you how you are and if you say shitty they only care so they can make themselves feel better

**** it

i want to scream i want to cry and i want it to all go away

if i die then so many people will be sad

i finally have someone who's there for me and im there for them but i dont wanna **** it up

i wanna be happy i wanna live my life without someone telling me i have to be a certain way

if live that long. I cant takie it anymore im done with the nagging and policing