my parenst maek me feel so worthles why do i even try anyrmor😂

omg i literlaly want to screa m so loudmy meds can only do so much

all hthey do is watch tv and my step dad just plays video games and my mom is always complaining how she does so much for this family and that she wishes that she didtn hvae chdildren yeah hey me too i also wish i wasnt born i was supposed 2 die when i was born bro it would be ffunny if i did

nothing i say gets thru to them like how taking away all my friends is literally destroying me and my relationships and they do not care ok maybe if i jumo out my widnow theyll realize that theyre not beig n good parents

it makes me so mad hthat thy always think theyre right and my siblings r treated different from me because im the problem child literalluy why do they enever listen god i hatee hthem so much sometimes ithink im startign to ahate them a lot more

omfg get off ur computer and ****ing care about me you fat hoe you only care when my mom complains to you or when im not doing what im supposed to pitch in to this stupid ****ing malfunctioning family and nobody listens to me maybe a real family would spend time together and listen to eachother

ive always been so gracious with this ****ing family since they let mestay away from my dad and step mom but im so ****ingn close to losing it at them and showing them that i have been taking my meds so tjhey can stop blaming how i really feel on me not taking them

im trying so hard to be kind and grateful and a semidecent kid but idek why i try anymore i guess its because they threatened to sen me toa mental hospital if i dont improve in my behavior god shut the **** up and try to carefor u stupid retarded kid for once you crippled *****es

u only care when it gets really bad

and the ****ing reason i lost my phone is for skipping and they said if i skip too much a cop will come into my home and ask me if im ok like i dont give 2 shits ur just scared to look like bad parensts do u understand how much school my friends skip without even getting inrtrouble at all because theryre mentally ill LIKE ME BELIEVE IT OR NOT and sometimes need to have a break god

they only care about my grades and they dont even pay attention to me why am i so anti social maybe because when i made efforts as a kid u pushed me away

hey step dad lets play minecraft together !!!! nope maybe another time hey can we go to the playground!!!! no can we go to the beach!! no can we go sledding!! no

now when uwana do stupid bullshit like go out to dinner i have to say yes or you will literally PHYSICALLY REMOVE ME FROM MY BED WHILE I TELL YOU TO STOP BECAUSE I DONT LIKE IT or take away my phone

at least they buy me food and sometimes my mom makes dinner. oh my step dadd made frozen lasagna i guess ill go eat that. he likes garfield lol my mama got him an odie plush for christmas

i kinda feel a little better damn i waz relly mad

thank you lol im just mad idk i think im kind a ungrateful cuz theyre nice to me sometimes