No I can probably stomp on a baby and hear its mother cry as shes just gone through 34 hours of labor to watch me turn her child into pasta and probably not really care it's just a ****ing patients gown they make u wear really obviously gendered ones cuz they gave me a purple one it ew ew ew gross

ew gross patients gown remind me of gross time in mental ward because they dont do anything they just keep u in a room with a stiff bed for a week ew ew gross and they make u get naked in front of someone EWW EWW GROSS

even my therapist recognizes it sucks

and I didnt get a ****ing roommate either like bruh what the hell I couldnt atleast have someone to hang out with

Yes I'm just typing long paragraphs then deleting them because they sound stupid

Ok what did you mean

No they dont allow electronics Except for Mario day Mario day is bomb af

So even if I was I would be saying this " "

Damn The staff had a rule were you cant take too many snacks They arent good at enforcing that rule

I had an entire cheezit mountain I dont know why the closet (? Is it really a closet?) Wasnt in camera view but if it meant I could horde cheezit it didnt matter

The more I think about that place the more ****ed up I realize it was One kid was 17 so they were headed to the big adult mature place soon Their parents never sent them anything Damn The gowns they send you in with cant cover your whole arm and being a mental ward you can see where this might **** up a lil if somebody has a trigger on cuts

There was about 30 min inbetween each moment in the day For the first 2 days I had nothing to do but walk back and forth My room got painted DURING my stay What the **** man I want my room Even though they "painted" it there was the art wall Or the text wall would fit it better It was next to the closet it's hard to describe how it worked It was a thin strip of wall that neared the closet On that and the inside of the closet was writing Heres what I remember on that wall "Things will get better bro" "Nah bro" I rewrote the Nah into Yeah cuz that was too negative "Stay positive" And my personal favorite "Pansexual" in the pan flag colors That's a lie someone wrote **** on the wall There were scribbled out words that I wish I could read There was doodles that I wish I understood But the word **** was cool

Ok gn