i hate being stressed.. It's too much. My dad is adding to it with his yelling, and my mom wont talk to me about what she's dealing with.. I can't just sit in my f^cking room all day.. But, it seems like that's all they tell me to do, "Go to your room, We'll talk later.." But they never talk to me.. It's like im not even there.. I don't think my gf feels safe around them, so she barely comes over. Like why cant i just wilt already? so much bad sh1t is happening and im in the f^cing middle of it. Plus school is a pain in my @ss. My self Esteem is going downhill, like before. and my head hurts just about e v e r y. f u c k i n g . day. I act like every thing is fine, but its f^cking not. I just want someone to talk to, and it seems like no one wants to listen. I want to Off myself so bad.