NEVER look up the mf whos supposed to haveu blocked its a TRAPPPP THEY WANT U TO REACH OUT AND BE PATHETIC THEY WANT THATTTTT

and i want that.

AUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHSJDDHJDEJRNDIEBRNDIEBFNSIEBDOWBFKXB WE'D SHEJDHEJBEIEBDEJDBDBDBD ITS 4 AM AND I JUST MONOLOGUED ABOUT HOW MUCH I MISS THIS MF AND NOW I FIND OUT HES UNBLOCKED ME???? WE IN SUPER HELLL!!!!!!

and he knows im on here shhhhh theres a 10% chance he even tries checking ts but that 10% makes me SCAREDDD

does not help i js finished telling my friend why we stopped talking and how he ****ed me over abour as much as i ****ed him over **** I JEED TO BE KILLEDDD

and i have a class with him auguhheriejeochwkfhdbfubedudbeifbendisbeidwbdidbsidbbedidbebdbdjdbddbdbdhdbdbdjdjdjddjdbdbdhdjdjdjdjdjdhhhhhhhhhhhhhuu he makes me PHYSICALLY ILL and ive never wanted to talk to someone more IDK IF THIS IS BPD BUT IF IT IS ITS A ***** AND ITS EVIL AND IT WANTS ME AND HIM DEAD

nearly coughed a lung up after i typed that is this a divine sign

he got gagues too they look so good :,( i want to be friends with him again so i can say fhat **** I NEED SOME SELF RESPECT THO HOW AM I GONNA GO BACK TO A DUDE WHO CUT ME OFF HE CUT /ME/ OFFF

if u see this follow me back thooooo follow me back foolow me I NEED U DEAD AND I CARE TOO HARD AND I HATE U AND I CARE AND I DONT BUT I DO BUT **** U BUT I MISS U AND AUFHGH

i want to feel so normal anout this and i cant i look acrually insane!!!!!!!!!!

i look like i be using twitter religiously to vent but i just be inssne like that blehhhhbeljhhhbnellhhh

message to evil ass diddy chud: stop showing up in my dreams!! stop showinfnup in my brain!!! INWANT AN HUG no i dont tho,, butni do but i dont but i do STOP BEING DEPRESSED I WANT U TO LIVE UR BEST LIFE AND SEND GOOD KARMA UR WAY BRCAUSE I CARE AND U MATTER TO ME I ALSO HATE U SO MUCH I WOULD NOT CRY IF I SAW UR HEAD BUSTED OPEN ON THE STAIRS but inwiuld and incare too hard i care wayyyy too hard I WANTNU TO CARE HARD TOO

i literally cant skeep now because im thinking about ts im losing my mind please give a gaf pleauseee give a gaf and text me but also jever text me again you rat how darebu cut me off

is this bpd or am i larping put ur votes in the comments

bpd isnt real actually i dont have that sissy shit im actually completely fine and normal everyone feels rhis way after getting cut off by someone who they consider a best friend for life its so good and normal to be so mad and upset

WHY DONT YOU CAREE WHY WHYWHWYWJWYWHWYWHYWHWWYWHYWHWYWHWYEHWUWGWYWYWHUSHW

i care sooooooo much i care wayyyyy too much for domeone who was able to cut me off for a person who they knew for less than a month

i want you to see this so bad i want you to care about it so bad and i want to talk it out with you and be your friend and act like it never happened and we can just go back to the way it was i miss spending my days with you i miss making characters with you i miss going to dinner with you and talking until they close the place i miss car watching with you and finding stupid looking cars and sayinf they look like each other i miss walking to the station with you and talking about nonsensical bullshit i miss sharing music with you i miss arguing about how bad underground rap is i miss spening half my day in your dorm watching random shit on your tv i miss chiefing your cart and splitting my edibles i miss dryscooping your sonic cherry limeaid preworkout and getting incredibly itchy afterwards but not caring when you told me to stop if i didnt want to get itchy i miss when we first met and i had to look into your eyes for a minute straight for an exercise in class

i miss sending reels to you i miss riffing off of each others jokes because we were both the same level of funny i miss listening to music in your stuffy car that never worked right i miss running my hands through your hair and wondering how you seemed so clean for someone who swore on 18 in 1 soap i miss shittalking the cretins at our school and beating dead horses with you just because we could i miss your hugs i miss quoting tv girl whenever we said goodbye and i still think of how that was the last thing we ever said to each other in person i miss your dog i miss your scared evil cat i miss thrifting with you even if we never found anything good i miss being around someone who understood me and i miss having the privilege to understand you i miss how you looked when we broke up and how the sunset was so red and bright that day that i couldnt make out your face i miss how we didnt always see eye to eye on things i miss how we were able to agree to disagree on things and how we were mature eno

enough to do it* i miss when i didnt get sick when i saw you i miss not feeling the guilt of losing someone who i care about so much i miss your presence in my life and you will never fully fathom the feeling of what its like to lose someone as great as you i miss you and i hate what you did i hate how you left me without a warning and blocked me on everything for someone you didn't know nearly as long i hate that you didn't tell me the real reason but i cant go on as long as i can with the "hates" because i miss you more than i hate you even if it costs my self respect

i cant reach out to you even if i want you to reach out to me because that's not my job im not the one who left you youre the one who left me and you need to take that step and i want you to i want you to feel as bad as i do and i want to see that youre hurting even though thats mean i want to know you care like i do i want to know you have nights like these thinking about how much you ****ed up and how regretful you are about letting me go because i have those weekly and i used to have them daily i want you to know how much you made me hurt and i want you to regret it because i definitely regret the pain i put you through

i want you to see this and i want you to text me and i want you to care like i do but im not you and i cant force that and that pisses me off i want to be able to make you care and feel everything i felt when you left i want you to know the pain you caused me and how much i missed you and how much i still ****ing miss you i want you to know the reason why i even started to pivot my creativity towards a story about the relationships ive had and i want you to know you were that catalyst

i want you to care so ****ing bad

ive had so many sleepless nights where i hope you care and i hate it i want to stop thinking of you i want to stop dreaming of you i want to stop developing my characters based on what we went through andat the same time i cant becausw i miss you so bad and it wont go away even when i rationalize why i shouldn't talk to you again

no matter how may people tell me its wrong no matter how many tims i tell people about how bad it was no matter how many of them comfort me and give me advice on how to avoud you it doesnt ****ing work and it dowsnt make me miss you less it doesnt make me care less and it doesbt make me simultaneously hate you less

i feel so conflicted about you and i want you to somehow know that even if i never twll you i want you to come on here because i know you know i go on here to talk about this shit and i want you to follow me i want to talk to you again i miss your voice so much i miss your laugh i miss you

im forgetting what you sound like and i hate it i wantto make new memories with you i want to do stupid shit with you again i want to hug you i really really wantto hug you

i miss you so much

i want to talk to you so bad

please see this please text me back please care like i care i just miss you so much

it physically hurts how much i miss you i cant even look at your face without wanting to cry

i miss you so much i really really want to call you and hear your voice and see your face and talk about everything thats happened youve missed so much

i hate how ibhave to wait for you to reach out because itd be a dishonor to my self respect to do it myself i cant reach out if youre the one who cut me off that looks so pathetic its already siper pathetic im venting on this website

now its almost 5 am and i have to get up for school fawkkk 😭😭

UR EVIL ASS CASTING SPELLS ON ME YOU SUB-5 TROGLODYTE WAIT TILL I GET YOU

ugufhjfgghhfhhdjdjfjdhrbrjrhrjdhrhfhf ouuhhh u wanna text me soooo bad you want to be my best friend again

went through ur gym highlights js to feel something now i hav a bonr

LOLLLLLLL WHO IS HE WHO SAID THATTTTT AUGUHH

u so bad too i fumbled HARDDDDDDD dont let mencatch u in that gray wifebeater and orange sweats theyre getting ripped CLEAN OFF

angry to sad to freaky pipeline needs to be studied i go through ts at the very least once a week with this guy

ur gagues look so good twin nipple piercings is next ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ LMAOO WHO SAID THATTTTTTTT WHO SAID THATTTT 😭😭😭😭😭

if u miraculously see this before i delete it out of shame ignore that part <\3

text me so i can touch u run that fwb back lowkey

im definitely stable enough for that and i dont have the subconscious want to hurt you emotionally because im still bitter about you cutting me off definitely

u so bad tho get out of my head u disgusting animal

ur like what i imagine meth is like it be feeling good as **** to daysream about possibly reconnecting with u and being friends and possibly running back that relationship again but holy **** the crash of reality be DEVESTATING

dont read that part tho 🤫🤫🤫

UGH U NEED TO DIE I DIDNT SLEEP AT ALL CAUSE I THOUGHT ABOUT UR SORRY ASS SND U DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT MEE WHAHJJJJJ

going to the gym next quarter just to hear u struggle 😔

UGUHHHHHH U TO FINE KILL URSELF U STUPID **** I HATE UUUU I HATE UUUUUUU I HATE HOW AWESOME U ARE AND HOW NOTHINGBURGER IM BEING

i am going to the gym thooooo i need to lock the hell in and get strong so i can rip mens heads in half with my bare hands

includng yours ur my first target

cant have anyone knowing i fumbled the baddest dude on campus

**** YOU AND HOW AWESOME U ARE GAH

im onto overanalyzing your reposts twin u better private ur account if u dont want my nosy ass stalking you

wait hold on

whered ur posts with ur partnr go twin *grabs ur shoulder* fid something happen u can definitely trudt me i wont say i told u so

lowkey we told each other so soooo r we even can we be friends again

my stories worse than urs its so funny too

I WAS USING A D20 AS A DECISION MAKER BY SAYING "ROLL FOR SUCCESS" AND I GOT BACK TO BACK SINGLE DIGITS

now i have to drive to class **** my ****ing chungus life **** u dude u made me stay up now i eant to reach out and i havent slept

he looked at my most recent story guys thats the green light for a follow

AW **** THET MEANS HE SAW MY VAGUEPOSTED SONGS ABOUT HIM I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE TS

I THOUGHT HIS ASS HAD STILL BLOCKED ME FAWKKK

my embarrassing ass bro

i gie u exactly 24 hours from this moment until i delete this post find my pages mexican korean boy