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XxBlue-FlameZxX 
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23.06.2020
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XxBlue-FlameZxX[OP]
23.06.2020 00:07
LinkSo I have to leave in an hour because my room has like two this out of place and is a tiny bit messy. So I got yelled at by my father and he was swearing at me. So I have to go in an hour and I’m sorry for swearing but I’m not changing myself just for one ****ing reason he doesn’t like me (that reason is cause I look like my mom)
Cherryicey
23.06.2020 00:08
LinkLeaving FA? Or just going for a few hours?
XxBlue-FlameZxX[OP]
23.06.2020 00:09
LinkLeaving for the night
XxBlue-FlameZxX[OP]
23.06.2020 00:09
LinkHell no if he said to leave FA I would have moved somewhere else cause I’m not leaving you guys ever
Cherryicey
23.06.2020 00:10
LinkThank the lords
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Cherryicey
23.06.2020 00:12
Link**** your dad, if he cant look at you than he can go **** himself your his kid and if he cant love you and take care of you he obviously is a bad father. And doesn't deserve your love and time.
XxBlue-FlameZxX[OP]
23.06.2020 00:13
LinkNo he doesn’t and he even got my own brother to treat me like shit and doesn’t care that my brother hits me and makes me bleed and I can’t do anything back to defend myself. He treats my cat bad and I’m ****ing done
Cherryicey
23.06.2020 00:16
LinkYeah, my aunt has a husband that's abusive and cheats on her. But they keep getting back together and she's pregnant AGAIN. And I honestly hate all of the shit people go through with their shitty family's
XxBlue-FlameZxX[OP]
23.06.2020 00:17
LinkYea read the comment I posted down below at the bottom it explains sort of what I’ve gone through for 16 years
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Cherryicey
23.06.2020 00:22
Linkyeah, Ive always had a good supportive family but it hurts me that so many people are sad at home and cant live a good life.
XxBlue-FlameZxX[OP]
23.06.2020 00:24
LinkAnd because of this I’ve tried to kill myself multiple times
Cherryicey
23.06.2020 00:25
LinkThat's horrible.
Cherryicey
23.06.2020 00:27
LinkOn a personal level ive always felt alone but I had so many people in my life.
XxBlue-FlameZxX[OP]
23.06.2020 00:27
LinkAnd we all make mistakes and ones I’ve made six years ago he keeps bringing it up cause he knows it tears me down
Cherryicey
23.06.2020 00:27
LinkAnd I have also tried to end myself but I remembered the people that ACTUALLY love me.
XxBlue-FlameZxX[OP]
23.06.2020 00:30
LinkIf I didn’t have you guys or my bf I would have no reason to live, cause no one in my family loves me
Awww...I'm so sorry. Don't worry your not alone tho. Your dad is like my grandmother and I live with her. I hope things get better...hang in there...^^
It’s ok and I will hang in there. I’m sorry you are dealing with the same thing. Well get through this together ^^
If you need someone to talk to I’ll be here to no worries ^^ and we got this
Yea I should be fine just I’m so ****ing pissed right now *hugs*
*hugs tighter* ive never said this before but... I dont know how to help and its killing me...
*hugs tighter* it’s ok I’ve dealt with this for six years with my mom not feeding me and I took care of my brother to then turn around and for ten years deal with the same thing again and knowing I was a mother to my brother and my father knows that and then being treated like this ****ing sucks
*will never stop hugging* but it's NOT ok, you do not deserve to be treated this way. I love helping you and trying to say things to make you and other people happy but for whatever reason i'm stuck... not being able to say something to lift spirits is soul crushing for me...
*hugs and cries into shoulder* I’ve gone through this, my father even stopped feeding me for the longest time a few years ago. He would trash my room for no reason and take all my electronics away just because. My mom starved us and I was homeless, she was never around. I’m super skinny cause everything my dad buys I can’t eat cause it’s his or my brothers but when I ask for something he doesn’t buy it for me. I can’t get a job because he says a women can’t work. I can take drivers ed cause he doesn’t want me driving his car and doesn’t wan to pay for it. I can even go for walks cause he thinks I’ll run off. If I go to the park with friends he’ll be there stalking me sort of. I’ve stuck in this house most of the time
*pats head* there is too much sadness in the world... gosh dangit! Your father (ima stay a wholesome child) is a FoRkInG @$$h013
It’s fine I’ve dealt with it this long I can go a few more years
The second you are old enough to move out, DO IT idc where you go, just get FAR away from there and never, NEVER look back. Got it?
That’s my plan always has and always will be. My kids are never gonna see him cause they are never gonna be in this situation
Good... If You rEALLY need it, you can come to me... but we will wait and see if that happens
Thank you that means a lot that your willing to do that for me <3
I would vent but i would start questioning and thinking too deep and then getting guilty about being sad when i dont have the right to. So many ppl you included have it so much worse then i do therefore i have no right to vent.
This is why I am so nice to you guys cause I don’t want any of you to feel what I’m feeling. There’s so many times I put a smile on my face and act like I’m fine when I’m not. I don’t want any of you to feel what I feel so I always nice to you guys and I don’t vent because I don’t like putting my problems on other people but this one just came out
The smile thing, I’m sorry it is and it’s normal for a lot of people and it hurts me. That’s why I always help homeless people on the streets or help people out as much as I can because just cause I can’t be happy doesn’t mean that everyone else can’t be either. And helping people buts a real smile on my face
Lol, I have to go soon and I’ll most likely cry myself to sleep
Well, stay safe *hugs again* dont think too much, it increases the amount of stress and crying. Try to think of something happy or listen to music if you cry. It might help distract your brain from going into a deep depression or hyperventilating.
I have decided with the time I have to clean my room because why the heck not, keeps me distracted and keeps my father off my back
And btw my zodiac sign is Pisces lol saw that in your name just now