Im sleeping in a room with the twin towers on the wall

Someone gave my grandfather Israeli flags and I don't have the heart to tell him

Woah guys

Ill tell him tomorrow maybe, today is too busy for that

Lmao

In panama race isn't really a thing the same way it is in America. She was explaining that because I might be related to a whole city of people down there and that I shouldn't assume that just because somthere is white or Asian that they aren't related to me

Which is kind of nice to think about because

This feels so surreal. My brain can't even process that she's gone and she's never coming back...

But it's also feel relieved because im glad she's not suffering anymore