People going against their words, hide in a corner so you don’t get hurt. I need you to take it from me, take my heart and hold it gently. It’s been shattered, broken, trying to survive with this ****ed up mind of mine. You think it would learn by now, you can’t get better hanging it’s those who don’t care. People tell me it’ll get better. Well it’s been two years and nothing’s getting brighter Still remember, tons of people, that I trusted, felt safe with, I never thought it would end like this. Drama, heartbreak, then one day just nothing. In a new state, with a new home, new family. But they really didn’t seem to care. Just a ****ed up family who has called me names, ganged up on me, yet still say they love me. I cried every night for months, felt so empty, tried to end it all. 1st try, chickened out. 2nd try, scars for months. 3rd try, got some help. But things won’t seem to just work out. (There’s more xD )

I was all alone, left by myself in a room full of people. I was jealous, confused, when someone tried to help I just ran the other way. I only trusted the ones who I knew I wouldn’t truly get close too. But one accidentally got through. Now I’m back where I started again, filled with pain, that I can’t explain. He listened, he cared. Yet I still managed to loose him too. But it wasn’t really his choice, or mine. Just simply wrong place, wrong time.

I thought about taking that out.. xD

Well I write them late since I’m not really constantly thinking about how they’ll turn out.. then I kinda fix them up and make it flow nicer the next day.. (Even though it doesn’t really work xD) And idk.. I don’t think that’s trying too hard.. but that’s just me Especially if you enjoy doing it.. but idk!

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ._. I guess But just to be clear, what are you going to do?

Okay that’s fine, you can if you want to