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Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:19
LinkA few days ago, my brother had a seizure.
I witnessed *all* of it. My mother screaming, him coughing, and 911 coming.
He just recently, today/yesterday, had surgery.
I cannot get the image out of my head and the screaming I heard and how terrifying that experience alone was.
I would not wish this upon my worst enemy.
I hope whoever had a similar experience to what I went through heals and their mental health gets better.
I’m glad he survived, but It’s still traumatic.
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:21
LinkIt hurts me to see my brother in pain, and *anyone* in pain.
I hate myself for not being able to call 911 sooner, let alone, at all (since I couldn’t find dial).
I blame myself. , it only makes it worse that I’m insecure.
I wish I knew what to do.
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:22
LinkHe said he didn’t remember anything besides waking up in the ambulance.
It traumatized me so bad.
I hate myself, and everything hurts.
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:23
LinkThe only people who would care if I was gone would be my brother himself, my mom, my father, and my best-friend. Possibly even one of my other friends.
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:24
LinkIf I hvrt myself, nobody would care or even notice at all.
If I was acting differently from the rest, nobody would care.
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:25
LinkIf I left the site for more than a year, people would think I left and think I’m fine.
They wouldn’t care to come looking for me.
They wouldn’t care if I km$
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:28
LinkWhat I believed, before I was told he had a seizure, was that he was just choking on a piece of food and needed help. Until I heard my mom screaming his name and to call 911.
I wish I knew how to. If she told me how or if I knew, I would’ve done it immediately.
dont blame yourself its okay none of it was your fault i hope you know that. its okay, i hope your brother is okay