I never meant to cause this, I just wanted to prove that I was a good friend. I am not. I deserve to die.

I do. Please re add me!! I...I...I feel like...I...Dizzy...Ugh. Just please give me a second chance... I...PLEASE!

what did I do to you....to myself.

Carrissa, please! IM SORRRY! This is alll my fault. Why...Why! Why is this! THIS IS MY FAULT! I'm going do die due to this!

I would have helped. I would have helped. I was gone when you needed me most. It's not their fault, it's mine. I deserve this. I'm sorry though. Please, forgive me. I loved you.