I need a new main and i was wondering if any of you had any (clear)spares please tell me the users btw.

I honestly don't know if this will help but I can relate. They don't hate you I'm sure that maybe you need time to yourself think about what's causing your stress and the things that are making you feel this way. Once you have that down talk to your friends tell them about how you feel just like fr like an honest talk they'll understand and try to help I'm sure of it plus friends are there to cheer you up when you are sad, comfort you when your sad and just try their best to make you feel welcome and loved^^