The fire that does the most damage is the one which is closest.
31.01.2018 05:38
Everyone has a most important person in their life.
But I am not the most important person to anyone.
My parents have each other
My siblings don't have that kind of bond with me.
No one has ever wanted me as a significant other...
..or even requested a kiss
..or to hold hands
..or anything.
I've never been asked to a dance.
I am always the last chosen, if I'm even chosen.
And it is hard not to place my worth in last place also.
The one person who might choose me first doesn't.
Their bond is strong with another, and my position as third wheel is permanent.
Everyone has someone they would rather talk to or be with than me. I am no one's everything. Should I ever believe I can be?
27.01.2018 07:28
No one is here to hear me. I just want someone to love me and touch me, just a hug, is that too much? Why cant I have what others do its what Ive wanted most my whole life and its what I have least of. I just hurt and Im tired but cold and cant sleep beause I feel trapped in my head and left alone.
14.01.2018 07:21
You don't need to repay me though just keep being amazing and kind <3
