this is getting long, but I’ll post art there but I’m not going to comment as much, if you were to comment I might not even reply. But that’s just because I’m me, and I’m really weird xD alsoooo if for some reason you do wanna see my art today just search SB and it should pop up.. uhh.. I guess that’s it.. I just really hope me coming back doesn’t turn out badly.. but whateverrr uh.. now I don’t even wanna post this (writing this before hand) buttttt I’ll still do it.. because yeahhh

like you know.. I always had someone and I knew I was giving them something.. but now it feels like I’m doing the opposite.. I’m just being a pain to everyone. And I still feel like that.. but.. I guess I can handle it better, idk :/// But.. I made a new account, by the name, “SleepieBlue” there’s nothing posted or commented though.. but.. I’ll be posting more art there.. also I did draw some things on here today which I’ll make a post about and link them later.... (there’s more)

So.. I know I said I would be gone for at least few months. But.. just listen, while I was gone (only a week xD) I did a lot of thinking.. and crying.. at 5 a.m. :/ (This part is weird but whatever) But this place.. is like.. I’m not kidding, the only “safe” place I have.. and.. it just felt like I was going to loose it all, just like I lost everything else. And.. I was just getting so jumpy (aka, anxious :/ ) and I was really sad.. because.. well.. alot of the time I feel like I’m not worth anything.. or like I’m not benefiting anyone and that was really hard for me because I’m used to being more of a.. I guess.. “really good friend” (there’s more)

So... that’s not alll.. but like.. no ones going to read this xD they might read the first few lines but like that’s it xD (mostly because immm a *****hhh buttt whateveerrrrr.. my so called “friend” even called me a *****.. she wasn’t like kidding either she meant it.. and there was a longgg awkward pause and she just stared at me..) but yeah.. uh.. bye.. I’ll miss you all... but I honestly just don’t even deserve to be here :/ I deserve to rot alone with my shitty brain So I’m just going to go through my animations and save my favorites then I’ll be gone.. and I’m not going to check this tomorrow because I know not really anyone’s going to.. care? Idk xD I feel bad for saying that.. but.. yeah.. bye...

it will turn out really bad (which. I’m not going to explain it because no one cares xD But if my parents find out about this site.. I’m ****ing dead. Like... I just can’t.. idk ? I can’t explain quick.. how bad it would be if they found out I was able to access this site.) (theresss moree)