I'm so sorry that your mom does that.
You should have freedom and honestly, I am sad you have to go.
I may not have known you much, but I still am hurt that you have to go and leave, your mother should give you much more freedom and privacy.
I will miss you and your anims, I'll hopefully wait for you to come back, it may be a small chance but I'm gonna try.
I'm deeply sorry and hope you and I can reach out.