Small vent before I leave. I wish I could just be happy though. All the comments from family, friends, stranger. “Look at her scars, don’t be like her.” Just hurts me. Yeah, I know I have scars but that means I’m fully healed yet. What do you know, maybe your comment made me se!f ha!m again. What if I’ve been abused? You never know. So, I don’t appreciate when people say, “sexual assault is the woman’s fault” cause it’s not. Oh well, I was wearing shorts and a short sleeve. Doesn’t mean I’m asking to be fu€ked. Learn to keep your comments to yourself. Yes I’m looking at you dad, “you can slit your wrist but not get burnt, pathetic.” FIRST YOU SAID IT, SECOND IT WAS A FLUFFING FAMILY GATHERING. You don’t thing people looked at me and looked disgusted. You did this to me. You hurt me and you continue to do it. I act like your father. YOU GAVE YOUR PLATE TO ME WHEN YOU WERE ONE FOOT AWAY FROM THE DANM DISH WASHER. IM NOT YOUR SLAVE. JUST BECAUSE IM LESBIAN AND SU!CUDAL DOSENT MEAN YOU CAN TREAT ME LIKE A SLAVE.
