I always feel like i'm worth so little to people. no matter how hard i try. i never be like how my mom wants. I hate my body, im so skinny. i can barely gain weight no matter how much i eat. I tried overdosing last night but that shit didnt work. I just wanna be in a hospital, because they will care for me unlike others. I feel like im being used everyday for my looks, kindness , and my helpfulness. Its always "Your so pretty want a fourth?" they only wanted us for our looks. It hurts knowing i am only used never loved. I hate me sm. why can't i die already? my life is a trash can. everything people have used is in me.
