Hello yall This is just a spare account but... I wont be on fa anymore. Im going to miss you guys so much and... Ive decided to give up... Im sorry. You all mean so much to me and I really hope for the best for everyone... Pompai, you are always going to be special to me, and I wish I could tell you how I feel but... i dont really know... ****ing alexithymia... Goodbye you guys.. Please dont give up like I did..