thank you so much, i should have apologized much earlier :,)

i hope going forward im not defined by who i used to be, the mistakes i made, but seen as a person who grew and learned. for people who do know, i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2016. 2019 i was diagnosed with c-ptsd, bpd, and depression. there were outside things going on in my life i dont feel comfortable jumping into, but i will say i currently live with a verbally+mentally abusive family. hopefully i will be able to move out this year and start a new life where i can get the help i need and finally start to heal in a better environment. Thank you to those who stuck with me, your resilience is appreciated

i recognize this was years ago, but even then it’s been haunting me and the back of my mind since then. time may go on but that doesnt make my actions okay.

im posting on this one because this, unfortunately, was the one i drew n*zi paraphernalia on. this was the biggest mistake i made not only because glorifying them or even drawing the symbol itself is not okay and anti-Semitic, and for this im deeply sorry from the bottom of my heart. its a dangerous and disgusting ideology no preteen should ever draw. i was also a generally bad person, would pick fights with anyone who would comment or drag people into needless drama. none of my behavior is excusable and i want to take responsibility for those actions properly. im 19 now, im an adult, before i can go on i had to apologize to the people i hurt and made uncomfortable. you did not deserve any of it, im sincerely sorry.

weird ass motha****a lmao, TRIN STINNKKKSS!!!! (^:<<<