I missss my boyfriend how does he deal with mw

Whatever I really need to stop pouring my heart out on this site but what else do I do

And idek if I want to go with him like he’s a horrible dad I’m scared he’ll go back to the way that he was if he does get a place and take us back But if that doesn’t happen sooner or later they’re going to take me to a mental hospital idk what that’s like and I don’t want to know idk what to do anymore Um I miss when my actual family was all together

He keeps saying he’s doing all this but if he was we would’ve been out of here already. I’m tired of getting my hopes up for him

I don’t want to live here anymore but my dad isn’t working to get our home back um