good night rats

sighhh.. the urge to be problematic and say "i hope it works so we can get past this" i fr do not.. CARE. (but then at the same time i do..) and guess what? ain't nothing i can do about it. i can't help anyone. all i can do is watch them.. try to die. thats cruel for someone to do. instead of getting REAL help..

LMAAOOOO

i come back and the first post on my followed users... is a suicide thing. i am sick and tired of all y'all asses... if you're gonna kill yourself, don't post about it. i will care a little too much. NOW I WON'T BE ABLE TO SLEEP... thanks a lot. so... is everyone just suicidal here?... im not. hahahhahaa i like my life, fvck y'all

uhhh does this mean im back? idk.. probably not? i'll try to come back more.. i can't guarantee anything tho