I'll see ya'll in the afterlife, whatever it may be...

My Mom gets drunk and I can never do anything right for her. So, I'm done.

My Dad thinks I think I'm perfect, he thinks I want everyone to bow to me. He sees me as a spoiled rotten brat, when in reality, I feel bad when I get what I want. Because I feel like I don't deserve it.

I'm tired of it. All of it. All my close friends ignore me, find ways to get out of conversations with me, or have said they want to leave because I cried for help to them. They called me selfish, they said I was never there for them. Then they turned around and ignored my cries for help.

I just can't anymore. Everyone I have has either left, or has blatantly said they don't want me...