thats what you get for being a charger

I follow you because you posted rui kamishiro

We are all insignificant and its unrealistic for us to do anything impactful enough to be remembered by anyone who isn't extremely close after death. As nice as hope is for things to get better and to value life because it is a one time thing it proves time and time again that it is cruel and shouldn't be celebrated but rather put up with because we are forced into it

My depression makes me unable to do anything at all during the day and everyone stays away from me because they think I'm a depressed freak who cant look after themself. I don't know why I should assume things will get better when every suggestion I've ever taken from people has done nothing for me, when the things that would make anyone happy and most people would die to experience mean nothing and make me feel nothing, when I'm so utterly hopeless that I can't even muster the energy to entertain myself yet alone do anything productive or good for myself. Wouldn't you want another answer if you were in my shoes? People who don't experience anything like this will never truly understand and think I and you are selfish when it really just gets whittled down to our only option.

I don't know how anyone can have a will to live when the world we live in runs off of corruption and those in power would absolutely make our lives utterly horrible if it meant their benefit and their security of not getting hunted down by a rebellion